Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Friday, September 11, 2009

Warhead.

.i was a soldier before the love.

i hearted bullseye and love was the bullet that targeted straight for the soul and inject a warm feeling directly into the left atrium out the left ventricle.

leaving me with an internal war fought between the bullets of the soldier and the words of the lover boy.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

if she left me my eyes n skin would be pale

and i wouldnt b able to tell.

wat were the keyz on my dell

wait..i would because with out her i would manage.

cuz shes not the only one that could cook a chicken sandwich

n im not only writing this because i love her

its just the fact that no one could ever b above her

cuz shes the highest in the sky

if u touch you'll just die

you wouldn't even fry

youll just vanish from her sighs

i know u feel her love penetrating that pink thing in ur chest

u couldn't stop that witta Teflon vest

just stop,quit, n put ur arms to rest

n enjoy her on the beach

where her death rays cant reach

but only the warm glow that u love that's the riper of a peach

and shes the same one that gives the plant what they eat.

hmm..im starting to realize i really do need her

and bout to tell her that im really not a cheater

and how i don't date the moon

yea soon as i exit this cocoon

and when she allows the flower to bloom

and illuminate the room

and let the gold shine on king tuts tomb

hmm..i betta get to her b4 she dumps me

n tell her how i really feel

and how im really real

and her heart is the only thing that i would really steal

and wit a little bit of her love i cud pay the electric bill

thinking bout her gives me the chills

i never really hang with her in the winter

i guess because this earths not directly in the center

i cant look her directly in her eyes

if i do my eyes would burn like overcooked pies

Thursday, July 16, 2009

About:ARK

.............So how would i describe myself?
-I would describe myself as person made up of originality.
-I feel that originality is the key to me.
-I like kinds of music.
-Im a fan of books.
-Im a fan of all art really, being that i like to express myself through it.
-I think i have nice friends.
-I decided to call my self ARK.Becuase i feel that im well built and plus it sounds cool.
-I just got a job(intership) with an enviromental activist/farmer/earth people group.
-Im adaptive.
-I love my animals.and all others.
-I like jazz even more, thanks kiah.
-I developed some morals to keep myself in check.
most of my reasoning is outside of the box.
-I barely raise my voice.
-I love to skate.
-My dad has had a bike shop.
-Im in high school.
-Im collective.
-I love correcting my mistakes (who doesnt?!)
-I SAY " UKNO?" alot.
-I play guitar.
-Im about to start a band.
-I would only date someone who is going to help me better myself and vice versa.
-......much more to come.

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Little Italy.

......As i walked into the train station our eyes met, but i thought nothing of it. I was tired and i just exited central park...from a chill session with Kim...I saw her wearing a purposely lost face. As me my guitar and my board posted up against the wall, she looked into my eyes,and i smiled and she smiled back. She came to me and asked me " how do i get to city hall"....(i noticed from her accent and question that she wasn't from here)...i responded with half of the answer to her question.i responded "Yea you wanna take this train to......." then we walked over to the stop indicator and counted the stops from our location to city hall.It was about 7 stops...before our train arrived which was the R-train, a couple of N's and Q's passed us...

So i asked her her name and where she was from....she replied "Italy"..and her name was forgotten being that I'm not so good with names....Our tain came and we got on. I then asked her the most important question "when are you leaving for italy"..."tomorrow". Her response sadend me, i had my hopes up. But hey, i guess it was just my badluck cloud that constantly hovered over me that day. -- I guess she saw the coolness in me, so she actually started to tell me how she was soo confused and didnt know what she wanted in life..she told me a quote which she said was stupid yet powerful "i know what i dont want..but i dont know what i want"...At first i didnt kno what this quote meant ans i agreed with her on her opinion of it stupidity. But we laughed away while still not loosing contact. At the back of my head a kept track of the amount of time left with her..being that its a very high chance ill never see this angel again.I was listening to her tell me about how her friends are gonna be lost and all the other great aspect of her life....They way she spoke seemed intirely scripted.The words ran of the tips of her lips as if they were tears of great mass.masses of emotion and soul. Although i didn't under stand some of the words she said it sound like theatrical music..."this is 32nd street, stand clear of the closing doors please" said the train(man).The part of my brain that kept timing alerted me...and i found that it was my duty to kept the student thinking and not as confused before she dismissed herself from class.

She asked me if i new anyways that she could find herself and what she liked.....i simply told her " you have to explore"...she soaked it in and responded "thank you...i truley understand you are the perfect stranger"..."im only here to help".....

Her stop came and she nearly cried and told me to live a good life..and thanks for the patients..
and there she went out the door.....for some reason i felt bittersweet..

Saturday, April 11, 2009

WINGIN IT.

Well my Name is Noah, but i just use the name ark because it sounds cool (to me).
today i figured that i should create a blog, in order to channel my thoughts somewhere.
My friend India,Has had a blog for a while now and i decided that i should give this a shot.



In my school theres a girl, shes Spanish, and shes cool and all that. I met her in the school
library, it was all sparked from my natural vagueness. i noticed she was sitting alone, so i decide to swoop in as a bird would do, and well...introduce myself.besides i was playing guitar and i think
she liked it but it was interrupting her reading or what ever she was doing.

....weeks later.i saw her and she said hi, and we spoke for a while and the vibe was righteous.
So then small contemplations built up in my head. we spoke of and on for about 3 weeks, and i hardly ever saw her in school but when i did we arranged Lil meetings, but those meetings were also short because they existed in the intervals between class periods..usually 3rd and 4th.

Then one day i chilled out with her in the library and we spoke and admired each other, everything seemed to fall in place as if life were on big game of tetris.BOOOOOPPP.. there goes then bell so we walk upstairs and into Ms.D's Spanish room, we spoke but she spoke to her friend more...THEN wooppppshhh, the feeling that i ha vent had in years payed me a visit, it was LOST..a mixture of love and lust, but indeed left me lost..for the proper explanation.BOOOOPP then bell went into second period and i told her "my patience meter is down to zip, so where do we stand." she hesitated, so we walk down the stairs and she told me the news..with her Lil cute spanish accent she told me "I - I -im not ready to be in a relationship", that when i found out that the world tips over with unpredictability. i responded "cool, cool..no worries, just thought i should ask"..she went to gym and i head to the old Asian computer teacher's class..

I wasn't sweating it, honestly, i just thought that she would give me good feed back, GUESS NOT..
so i went on about my business that day, we are still cool.

So then days later we meet in the library and her Friend tell me behind her back that she likes me, right there and then i decided to wing it.....two days later in the same place she decided to tell me her feelings and what not and the feed back was good, the day before this one her Friend decided to tell me she had a game..so after school i went home and came back to the home game,
i sat there on the aluminium bench freezing my ass of, but i think it was worth it,after the game which took 8 eternities we walk into the school, me shaking like a crackhead and her short self walking at 0 mph while i raced. we got in the school and settled down and she began to tell me more deeply about her feelings.all i could say was "WOW".. she and i procrastinated on going home . she looked deeply into my eyes i blinked so that she could see how my heart switched places with my brain through my iris.

Then i decided to let her go, on behalf of her freedom, i didn't want her to get in trouble with her rents.i went home with her on my mind,she told all about some guy broke her heart and she didn't want it to happen again , which is classic. i respect it..

One day after school me n her met up and talk for about an hour in the school hallway and
we admired each other so much, the funny thing was that a guy i know snuck into the guys bathroom with a girl and did some stuff,ha ha funny dude..
anyways......after the convo about our admiration and her getting in trouble because she with me
but she doesn't wanna leave, i looked into her iris again and told her" i think ur lovely"..then i said "this isn't a clever way of me trying to sneak a kiss"....she laughed and then i dived and i was under for about 5 long seconds and replied, "Not bad"