WINGIN IT.

Well my Name is Noah, but i just use the name ark because it sounds cool (to me).
today i figured that i should create a blog, in order to channel my thoughts somewhere.
My friend India,Has had a blog for a while now and i decided that i should give this a shot.



In my school theres a girl, shes Spanish, and shes cool and all that. I met her in the school
library, it was all sparked from my natural vagueness. i noticed she was sitting alone, so i decide to swoop in as a bird would do, and well...introduce myself.besides i was playing guitar and i think
she liked it but it was interrupting her reading or what ever she was doing.

....weeks later.i saw her and she said hi, and we spoke for a while and the vibe was righteous.
So then small contemplations built up in my head. we spoke of and on for about 3 weeks, and i hardly ever saw her in school but when i did we arranged Lil meetings, but those meetings were also short because they existed in the intervals between class periods..usually 3rd and 4th.

Then one day i chilled out with her in the library and we spoke and admired each other, everything seemed to fall in place as if life were on big game of tetris.BOOOOOPPP.. there goes then bell so we walk upstairs and into Ms.D's Spanish room, we spoke but she spoke to her friend more...THEN wooppppshhh, the feeling that i ha vent had in years payed me a visit, it was LOST..a mixture of love and lust, but indeed left me lost..for the proper explanation.BOOOOPP then bell went into second period and i told her "my patience meter is down to zip, so where do we stand." she hesitated, so we walk down the stairs and she told me the news..with her Lil cute spanish accent she told me "I - I -im not ready to be in a relationship", that when i found out that the world tips over with unpredictability. i responded "cool, cool..no worries, just thought i should ask"..she went to gym and i head to the old Asian computer teacher's class..

I wasn't sweating it, honestly, i just thought that she would give me good feed back, GUESS NOT..
so i went on about my business that day, we are still cool.

So then days later we meet in the library and her Friend tell me behind her back that she likes me, right there and then i decided to wing it.....two days later in the same place she decided to tell me her feelings and what not and the feed back was good, the day before this one her Friend decided to tell me she had a game..so after school i went home and came back to the home game,
i sat there on the aluminium bench freezing my ass of, but i think it was worth it,after the game which took 8 eternities we walk into the school, me shaking like a crackhead and her short self walking at 0 mph while i raced. we got in the school and settled down and she began to tell me more deeply about her feelings.all i could say was "WOW".. she and i procrastinated on going home . she looked deeply into my eyes i blinked so that she could see how my heart switched places with my brain through my iris.

Then i decided to let her go, on behalf of her freedom, i didn't want her to get in trouble with her rents.i went home with her on my mind,she told all about some guy broke her heart and she didn't want it to happen again , which is classic. i respect it..

One day after school me n her met up and talk for about an hour in the school hallway and
we admired each other so much, the funny thing was that a guy i know snuck into the guys bathroom with a girl and did some stuff,ha ha funny dude..
anyways......after the convo about our admiration and her getting in trouble because she with me
but she doesn't wanna leave, i looked into her iris again and told her" i think ur lovely"..then i said "this isn't a clever way of me trying to sneak a kiss"....she laughed and then i dived and i was under for about 5 long seconds and replied, "Not bad"